okay last weekend totally SUCKED.
friday crawford and i went to a planned parenthood appointment, where they did all these tests and shit on me like a breast exam and uh, other violating things. *cough* i told them about how my periods are really irregular and i havent had one since christmas so theyre putting me on the pill for a month so by the end i should bleed. then im thinking about getting the shot and not having a period for three months, but im kinda liking the pill. i was scared to get on it at first because i thought my parents might find it but then i realized that i have a hidden compartment in my purse so its all good. so i might just stay on the pill. anyway, after that we went to jumbo super buffet. then home.
and ugh. saturday was horrible. heres what was GOING to happen: i would go over to drew's with crawford, get high, go pick up bri, go to the science place and watch an imax movie, then go to a party with her, and then spend the night at her grandma's WITH crawford. everything was fine until while i was at drews's house, my dad called and was like where are you and we were like uh, we got lost looking for briana and he didnt buy it cause we didnt realize how much time had passed so he made us come home first and he asked all these questions, and called briana and her mom wasnt supossed to know she was hanging out with me because shes grounded, but her grandma didnt care. so he talked to her mom and she had no idea what was going on so i got in trouble and crawford had to go home. then he decides to drug test me. i was like OH. SHIT. i was terrified! i thought i would never see crawford again. he waits like, a day and then sunday he tested me. and AMAZINGLY, it was CLEAN!!! i was like, oh god, thank you for this miracle. i got a second chance. so, i'm definately NOT smoking weed again. too risky. im so disappointed though, i REALLY wanted to go to the science place and see an imax movie high. it wouldve been so cool! and i was going to spend the night at bri's grandma's, with CRAWFORD! sigh.
shit happens.

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