wells lets see where do i start
the weekend before valentines day... hmm what happened. i was at my grandma's. and i had a pretty good time. crawford came over and we went to friday's. and then the next day i didnt see him because i went to see hitch with my cousin, and then over to his house. and crawford had come all the way to see me and waited for me and i wasnt there! he couldnt get a hold of me because i forgot my cell phone. i felt so bad! but the next day he came over, and for the first time we went to my (empty) house and had sex in MY bed! it was pretty cool. then we went back and watched harold and kumar go to white castle. it was funny. we cuddled a lot. then i went out to willowbend and the galleria with stephanie.

on valentines day (monday) I made crawford some chocolate chip muffins and a card, and in the mail from crawford i got the CUTEST teddy bear from vermont teddy bear company and its dressed like romeo and holding a heart pillow that says i love you and it has a little cape and a hat and a vest and oh my god its adorable. it came with chocolates and a card. its the best valentines day gift ive ever gotten. I LOVE IT! then he came to pick me up and we went to cafe madrid, which is a spanish resturant where they serve you a whole bunch of different appetizers instead of one big meal. i ate some crabcakes, baby lamb, shrimp, calamari, and even COW BRAINS lol. it was nasty. crawford wanted me to try it.
and then the nest week was kinda boring. on wednesday i left with my parents to go on a road trip to colorado! i skipped thursday. it was such a long drive, but my dad bought me an ipod to keep me occupied and im so excited! its awesome! and on the way i watched some dvds on my laptop. when we got there i got to ride sarah's horse pete. we visited her for a while and then we drove back. we got back sunday night. on monday i went over to crawford's for his brother's birthday party. he had this huge blow up jumpy thing/obstacle corse/slide in the front yard. it was crazy. i went upstairs and messed around with crawford. he made me feel soo good. he really knows how to push my buttons. damn. i love him so much. then we went to planned parenthood to see about getting birth control and made an appointment. and after that we went to this chinese resturant called jumbo super buffet and it had everything there from oysters, crab legs, and sushi to onion rings and pizza. it was yummy.

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