i started counselling last week. i'm doing this group thing and then we have this art therepy class and i think its pretty cool. its helping me a lot and gives me something better to do than sit at home on the computer. today my doctor decided to start me on well buetrin.
last weekend wasnt really that great. on friday i got really upset and depressed on the phone with crawford. but after that it got better because he came over and watched slingblade with me. saturday i went to a mavericks game with shannon and had some fun with her. it was good to see her again. and on sunday i went with crawford to a party at his abandoned house and it sucked. cause i had to leave before everyone got there. damn curfew. i didnt do anything but sleep and go to counselling on monday. at least i didnt have school right?
today crawford got mad at me for not staying in lunch detention with him. i was really hungry and decided to go off campus for lunch instead. i didnt realize it meant so much to him until i got back and he told me how mad he was and said he wasnt sure if he wanted to stay with me anymore and that really hurt bad but right after he said that he started apologizing for it but i think he was still mad. im really sad about what he said. it makes me sad that he was thinking about breaking up over it. really sad

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