i had a pretty crappy friday. i was spending the night with katy, and we decided to hang out with stephanie and her friend blake. first we went to chilis, which wasnt so bad it was pretty fun. i was hoping to go to the same party crawford was going to, but it was at an older person's house so like they didnt want him bringing a bunch of people. so instead we went to travis' house where a bunch of kids from my school were there. that wasnt so bad either we just hung out until someone came up with the idea of going to the rooftops and i had no idea what or where that was but i was just like ok whatever so i went with stephanie and blake and katy and her bf and when we got there it was like this empty place behind a building and there was a ladder to the roof. stephanie and blake went to go get alchohol. we went on the roof and then we started to see people and so travis and his friend went to go check it out and then some kind of alarm went off for a second so we were like fuck this and ran to get in the car (it was a mustang, and 7 people had to smush in since blake had took the other car to get alchohol) it was so crazy and painful everybody was jamming elbows and legs into eachother and we were trying to find our way out and when we finally did we decided to stop at this sherwin williams and wait to meet stephanie there but it turns out she had driven a really far way away so it took forever for her to get there. i was pretty nervous because it was past curfew and if a cop had driven by we could have gotten a curfew ticket. im 17 but i didnt have my id on me cause i left it in blake's car so yeah it sucked. they FINALLY got there and then they took me and katy home. i was exhausted and kind of in a bitchy mood since i hadnt taken my meds.
the next day katy and her bf took me home and i really didnt feel very good until crawford came over and we went to the blue fish and ate sushi and then came back to my house and watched saved. he was so sweet to me and we just cuddled and made out. it made me feel 100% better. god i love him so much.
and today im just resting up. i need to exercise though

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miracles do happen - 2005-03-02
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