okay, maybe one last couple of times.. i had to smoke. yesterday i went all out. i got as high as possible! i was gonna have a volleyball game but it was cancelled, so crawford picked me up at the winston school, where it was gonna be, and he had a couple of his friends in the car. max, and this other i had never met before. his name was like, knox and he was crawford's old friend from another school or something. i smoked at his house with his bong.. then we went to the fair. and the valley view food court(cause thats where the fair was, in the parking lot) and i had an awesome cookie and the we smoked some more, and rode more rides. and it was like, amazing. fuck. i dont even remember it all.

the day before that i got high too. i had a volleyball game and after that we i went to this grade level meeting thing at the school. crawford picked me up from that and we went to the house on waterview, the one his mom is working on. and we had smoke and had sex on this foam pad. it was interesting. and then we went to this chinese food place and the food there was fucking awesome, but crawford ate too much and puked like crazy outside. it hurt me too see him like that. it looked so painful.

and actually i dont even remember what happened thursday. we couldnt get any weed so we just went to valleyview and ate, and checked out all the fair thing to see how it was. we only rode like, 2 rides though.

well, anyway. why shouldnt i celebrate.. its the last weekend of summer!

Last Five
spring break, anniversary - 2005-03-27
miracles do happen - 2005-03-02
valentines day, colorado - 2005-02-22
superbowl, bad week - 2005-02-10
relapsed - 2005-01-25