HOLY SHIT MY COMPUTER FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

ugggggghhhhhhhhhhh i just wrote a whole fucking entry and then it like had an error and erased it. uuughhghghghghg

well now that thats over with.

i didnt go to volleyball practice today cause my mom threw out her back again and cant drive.

on saturday, crawford and i were both in kind of a bad mood because we are both trying to get clean and we havent smoked for a while. and i hadnt eaten much that day. so we were kinda frusterated because i wanted to get out and see a movie but he didn't. but it wasnt really a fight though. after a while we just decided to watch caddy shack at his house and cuddle and stuff.

yesterday, we went to church in the morning and went to chili's, then my dad dropped us off at his mom's house. we started watching bad santa and then went to barnes & noble and i bought 2 cd's, a trance cd and 311's greatest hits. after that we invited julian over and we decided that we would have one last time to get high, then start getting clean for school. then julian went to go get kat and we just drove around getting high and stuff and it was just fun. cause i was blazed. mmm... goodbye, bud-filled summer.

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relapsed - 2005-01-25
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