WOW, i've had the BEST birthday ever!! crawford has been so sweet, god! i cant even remember all of it.

well lets start with a couple days before my birthday. i've been staying with my grandma, on this huuge diet, working out and getting sun so i could look good for crawford when he comes back from his cruise to jamaca. and then i went back home, and i had lost like 5 pounds. and then briana invited me over to help celebrate katy's bday, and we all spent the night and the next day went swimming, and i totally spoiled my diet. to play a joke on me they like, both went under water and stole my swimsuit bottoms! and then swam away with them. i was embarressed. but for the most part it was fun. the next day i went out with crawford for the first time in a week, and we toked up and i was pretty blazed, then we went to see anchorman with julian and kat and it was SO funny. especially cause i was high. and crawford gave me this 18 karat gold necklace and matching bracelet and it was SO sweet. and we had awesome sex as usual. and then i spent the night at my grandma's again the day before my birthday and just rested and relaxed. and then on my birthday, i woke up, got dressed, went shopping for some new clothes, and i got this cool new lip gloss, and then went across the street to a spa to get a free birthday manicure and make up touch up and i looked so good. then crawford picked me up, after finally getting his car back from the shop. and we went to walgreens to get some birth control and then to subway to eat lunch. and then we went back to his house, where he suprised me with ANOTHER necklace, and this one has like, this little charm with dolphins, and it came with this clam thing that you have to open and find the pearl inside, and they are all different colors and mean different things, and i got the lavender one which means love, and its so cute and the pearl goes inside the little dolphin charm and its so prett and then we got stoned and had the best sex of my life, and then he gave me another present which is one of those lamps with all the little strands that light up and its really cool. and after that we went to momo's italian resturant with julian and kat and had some good ass food. and then went back to crawford's house, smoked a little more and they went into another room and we had sex and god it was awesome, and then we talked to his mom for a little bit and kat and julian had to leave and then we left. and me and crawford were all dressed up real nice so when he took me home my dad took some great pics. and i'm so excited about today. and i'm gonna go now my fingers are tired

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