today was good and bad

i woke up and had to go driving with uncle steve.. there were other kids in the car.. it was boring. when i got home i was in a really bad mood. i had a headache. and i just didnt feel good. i tried working out.. but that didnt help so i took some pills and went to my room and started to draw. what i drew came out really well, and i was feeling a lot better. then crawford called and wanted to come and hang out.. but the plans got all confusing and i didnt wanna lie to my parents and i was paranoid about going out with them to smoke, cause i cant...and it put me in a bad mood again. but they came and picked me up, and i was feeling bad so crawford gave me ambien and i was doing really well after that. they decided to drop me off at slider and blues so i wouldnt get in trouble. and there we had a great time! a big big storm came so we had to stay there for a while until it passed. while waiting for my dad we got all wet so we made out in the rain and it was really great... i was so happy

^_^

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