going out with crawford is good, i went to his house today. we watched office space... and had some fun. and we ordered a pizza. i was happy but i had to leave kinda early and i felt bad when i got home. because i miss him. on thursday i went to his house after school(i went home first) and we watched once upon a time in mexico, and did some stuff for the first time, and we kinda forgot that the whole reason why i came was to go to the chili cookoff and so we lost track of time and when we finally decided to go, it would have been almost over. we got there at 8:30, and the flier said it ended at 9 so we thought we were ok. but it was over! and we never got the damned free 100. it was frustrating. so then we just went to boston market and back to his house.

he almost got kicked out, so he has to withdraw from pot and go to out-patient rehab to stay at DA. hes trying so hard, the only reason why he wants to stay is for me. and i feel special.

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