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so far a thoughtful week
Written at 4:12 p.m. on 2004-03-03. hmmmmmmmmmGOD i need to work on my drawing abilities. pretty good week so far.. um... ugh, i keep getting this feeling like im trying to remember somthing interesting or funny i was gonna say or tell someone, but i cant remember and it is gonna drive me crazy until i get it out.. WTF and i dont like leaving school. really. i wish there was like a socializing period. because i miss it after school. but then i like being alone sometimes because i can think to myself and sort things out and i give myself comfort because i really need it sometimes im so restless and anxious for something i dont know what... i dont know what i want anymore i feel like theres this place i want to be, alone, somewhere i can be content, but im too lazy too get all the way there and so i just scrape the surface and accept what i have as soon as i get a little part and dont care about the rest, only i do care and would try and get all they way, only im too lazy and busy thinking about how much i wanna be there shit i dont even know where im going with this. but its okay. i'm not struggling with life or anything. no im not depressed. just thoughtful right now. i think too much though. i'm so happy its raining ^_^ i want to go dance in it ......... naked .......... we were watching movies at school today. im so glad i go to a school that shows a lot of movies. except ms orahoods class is the complete oppsite of what a add class should be like. shes not all that bad though a few days ago she was talking to the class about her disease and she was actually joking around about it. so i dont think shes that bad of a person to be around, just when it comes to teaching she sucks. i have to room with her on the florida trip though.. her and della. i still cant wait because its gonna be funnnnn oh my parents are going out of town this weekend so im staying with della! im excited! HI KERRY <3 LOVE FOR ALL
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