friday people were randomly getting drug tested. a lot of my friends are positive, and if they refuse to go to rehab theyre kicked out. and i really, REALLY dont want my friends to go. i think theyre going to rehab though. god. i was really nervous for people.

after school i went to de soto with alicia and jp and met some of his friends. it was really cool, we went skateboarding and to this party and shit. it was kind of a crappy party. then we came home and watched alice in wonderland. i really liked alicia's dog. and i had a great time. shes really nice... the next day i went to her soccer game and went home.

today(sunday) i went to church and didnt feel good, so i was laying down in the chairs while they were singing songs when these people were all like whats wrong with you wanna talk about it, so i gave them a dirty look and walked out, and i just went for a long walk outside. then i came back and waited for my dad. and thats it.

Last Five
miracles do happen - 2005-03-02
valentines day, colorado - 2005-02-22
superbowl, bad week - 2005-02-10
relapsed - 2005-01-25
started counselling - 2005-01-18