yesterday was a bad day. someone said something to bring me down at the end of the day so of corse, naturally, i had a pity party. -___-; then i came home and my computer wouldnt work. so the whole night i sat in bed thinking/cryingalittle.... :\ but then i got some posters in the mail and i put them up. so at least my room looks cooler now.

i felt bad today too. my rough draft of my research paper on lewis carrol was due and i only had like half of it done. but i guess its ok, cause i keep getting randomly praised about how good my grades were last 6 weeks. the rest of the day was okay until 8th period when i let a text message from the same person get to me. god dammit, why do i have to be so fucking emotional.

so then i was called out early cause we had our first softball game at greenville. it was so windy! i didnt really play much and the one time i batted i fouled a couple balls then the rest were strikes. at least i hit it, i mean this is the first time ive picked up a bat since 3rd grade. but yeah we lost. and the main pitcher(kelly) failed so we had to sub for her, with people who had never pitched before.

after that my dad took me to oshmans to get some softball shoes. and i also got some sweatpants.

i WAS gonna hang out with JP and alicia this weekend but the rescheduled it to next wekend.

oh well

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