hmm um ok friday my dad took me to the galleria after school and i bought a poster and a new cd and new headphones. then i came home and saturaday i slept and today i was forced to go to a new church in the moring, and since i wasnt very pleasant to my dad i cant get on for the rest of the day today or tomarrow. i kinda said things i shouldnt have.. he was giving me crap about how he shouldnt have to force me to go, and i was all like fine make my decisions for me... and hes like i hate to but Stacy wanted you to be raised in a christian home and blah blah blah, and him saying this upset me so i snapped back at him with 'well the more you force me to do things now, the more i'm going to enjoy NOT doing them when i'm 18'

i feel bad for that. i have a great dad, really. i just wish it wasnt so important to him for me to be perfect...
i'm NOT the good girl he wants. and i have to hide so much. i hate it.

im not supossed to be on right now. sneaky me. ... >_>; :\

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