In The Last 48 Hours, Have You...

01. Cried: yes

02. Bought something: a drink

03. Gotten sick: no

04. Sang: no

05. Eaten: ..yes

06. Been kissed: no

07. Felt stupid: never havent

08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no

09. Met someone new: yes

10. Moved on: no

11. Talk to an ex: i dont have many. no

12. Missed an ex: yes

13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: hmmm i wouldnt say crush

14. Had a serious talk: yes

15. Missed someone: yeah

16. Hugged someone: yes :D (wtf shannon im jealous of your stephen hugs >P)

17. Fought with your parents: yeah actually for the first time in a while, a few nights ago

18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: lol yes (BAM MARGERA)

Social Life

01. Best girl friend: i'm not really close to any of my girl friends

02. Best guy friend: probably garrett

03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ..no.

04. If no, current dating partner: .. still no

05. Hobbies: drawing, staring at a computer screen while i waste my life away

06. Pager: no

07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends on my mood(which changes frequently)

08. What type automobile do you drive: no

09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: a pink one, lol or bright orange

10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: a kind-of date with friends?

11. Where is the best hangout: um i wouldnt know

12. Do you attend church: forced to

13. Do you like being around people: sometimes

Who:

01. Have you known the longest: my mom. (lol) friend wise: shannon and rachel

02. Do you argue the most with: myslef

03. Do you always get along with: della

04. Is the most trustworthy: rachel

05. Makes you laugh the most: garrett

06. Has been there through all the hard times: nobody(shannons been there the most but she hasnt always been there since ive know her)

07. Has the coolest parents: briana (her mom smokes weed! lol) or shannon

08. Has the scariest siblings: shannon (nooo not the door! *slam* AAAHHH)

09. Is the most blunt: none really

10. Is the smartest: NONE ALL MY FREHNS R DUM

Personal:

01. Who is/are your role model(s): some really good artists

02. What are some of your pet peeves: when people laugh at the /real/ gore in drivers ed.

03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeah

04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: many times, but more over the same sex(girls are viscious)

05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i dont 'go after' i dont care anymore

06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yeah

07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: if someone hurts me emotionally i just deal with it.. but if theyre just being a jackass and i had never really cared about them then yeah

08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? be dumped

09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": neither

10. Want someone you don't have right now: no (except bam margera)

11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: no

12. Do you want to get married: sure

13. Do you want kids: i dont know

14. Do you believe in psychics: huh

15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no

16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i like my face...

17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i like having adhd and crap.. its fun being different

18. Are you happy with you: i wouldnt wanna be anyone else, but at times i really hate myself

19. Are you happy with your life: not at the moment.. i guess

20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: id get more organized (my ROOM) and get out more

Currents

[ Current Clothes ] school uniform(DA hoodie and plaid skirt)

[ Current Mood ] kinda zoned out, eh

[ Current Music ] me breathing

[ Current Taste ] haha that flavored toothpick crawford gave me that makes your mouth all numb

[ Current Make-up ] ew none

[ Current Hair] in pigtails

[ Current Annoyance ] the rattling of poo in the ball my chinchilla runs around in

[ Current Smell ] um.. me

[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] geometry... or organizing my room, or drawing (ive gotta do that more)

[ Current Desktop Picture] rainbow stars. heh

[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] ...

[ Current Book you're reading ] Farenheight 451

[ Current CD in CD Player ] last samurai soundtrack

[ Current DVD in player ] none

[ Current Color Of Toenails ] lol um.. toenail.. colored?

[ Current Refreshment ] none

[ Current Worry ] none right now

Firsts

First best friend: katie adcox

First real memory of something: being dropped on my head .....

First car: this really nifty one from radio shack with power action joystick on the romote control!

First date: lol dan lmao(shannon! ahh! wait does he even count?)

First real kiss: jc at a hockey game on new years in the emergency exit stairway

First break-up: carl

First job: none

First screen name: ziggy.. something

First self purchased album: i dont remember

First funeral: never been to one

First pets: greta(dachshund) and penny(border collie mix <3 rip)

First piercing/tattoo: ears

First true love: thought i had it.. but didnt

First enemy: tara hahahaha

First big trip: i dunno

First play/musical/performance: i dunno

Lasts

Last cigarette: ew

Last car ride: from the bus stop

Last kiss: darius at homecomming i think yeah

Last good cry: when penny died :\

Last library book checked out: no

Last movie seen: err the last samurai i think (GO SEE IT)

Last beverage drank: water

Last food consumed: cereal(reeces puffs! woo!)

Last tv show watched: letterman

Last time showered: oh shit, um, wednesday night haha

Last shoes worn: my old beat up baby blue adidas from 8th grade

Last cd played: last samurai

Last annoyance: my sister

Last disappointment: um.. nothing to do all weekend? (again -.-)

Last soda drank: mr pibb

last ice cream eaten: vanilla

last time wanting to die: no comment

last time scolded: last night staying on the internet too long

last shirt worn: some tshirt i wore to bed

last website visited: this one

Last Five
miracles do happen - 2005-03-02
valentines day, colorado - 2005-02-22
superbowl, bad week - 2005-02-10
relapsed - 2005-01-25
started counselling - 2005-01-18