stayed home today.. havent gotten hardly any sleep for the past two nights. the night before last i didnt sleep at all -_- damn insomnia.

i had another long talk with darius earlier. at first i started it up just to have a bit of small talk, but deep down i knew it would turn into something as always. and it did. it was bad for about 20 mins but finally we decided that we would let it end on a good note this time and i think we both feel much better know. i know i feel extremely relieve, but i doo still feel guilt for hurting him :\ but we are just gonna try and get on with our lives.

ive been really stressed lately w/ hw and school work. i had 2 history assignments we had to do in class, but i HAD to work on my geom project and finish it before school was over so i chose to do that instead and do the 2 assignments for hw. and guess what. i forgot my book (of course) >____< ugh and now that i have a WHOLE day to catch up, and i dont have anything to work on at home. arg. at least one good thing is i get to have della spend the night tomarrow :D :D :D i guess i'll just go to lunch detention tomarrow or something to catch up. nobody has been wanting to take me out to lunch anyway lately. *sigh*...

<*smacks self* no more pity parties damnit!>

btw- i'm sorry. sometimes i wish i wasnt such a fucking bitch

Last Five
miracles do happen - 2005-03-02
valentines day, colorado - 2005-02-22
superbowl, bad week - 2005-02-10
relapsed - 2005-01-25
started counselling - 2005-01-18