well this month of march has been interesting....
a lot has happened
i havent done much with crawford, he got home late one day and got his car taken away, so he was grounded for his whole spring break. and then i went on a trip to Utah, and.. uh. God. I finally got back yesterday.
lets start with this. crawford's getting into something i dont like lately. something that hurts him. it bothers me... but, Ive been getting on him about it.
ok well the friday before last, i was really upset because it was my last chance to see crawford before my trip because i left early saturday morning. but i couldnt see him BECAUSE, (sigh) , my dad wanted to drug test him the next time he came over. Ms. kinsella butts into my buisness by telling my dad that one of crawford's friends drug tested positive and that she thinks it was crawford that took weed to his house. and so, ugh , that makes me so mad. she tells him because she knows im crawford's girlfriend and she wants my dad to make us break up because she thinks crawford is doing drugs. UGH.
ok. well my dad wanted to drug test crawford next time he came over. and he couldnt come over friday, because he couldnt find the stuff to clean his system out. so we were like, shit! So i went on my trip to utah. (I'll get back to the drug test in a sec)
In Utah, i went snowboarding in park city. and it was really pretty, and snowing. the first day i got a group lesson and i did great! i had so much fun and i got better. the second day i went with my dad, and i was sore, and i got really frusterated with myself because i wasnt doing as good as the day before. so i kinda threw a fit. and then i fell really hard and hurt my back and snapped my neck and they had to take me down the mountain on a backboard. scary. and they did some x rays and i was fine but i was sore and had a big headache.
then we went to Moab, and looked at national parks. boring. i bought crawford an indian piece pipe, it looks really cool. i cant believe my dad let me buy a pipe for crawford. lol. anyway, its a gift for our anniversary. and then my dad bought me this 150 doallr terquoise necklace for no reason. i told him he didnt have to but he insisted. its cool though. i'm wearing it right now.
ANYWAY. so we're on the plane going home right? well. I'm nervous as HELL. why? because me and crawford had this plan, and i wasnt sure if i was gonna be able to pull it off, and if it didnt work, bye bye crawford. it was on the day of our ONE YEAR anniversary too.
heres the plan: get home, go to kitchen and get cup, put it in my hoodie pouch and go to the bathroom, put it in the shower, get ready to see carwford, wait for him to text message me when he was at the red light by my house, and then pee in the cup fast so it could stay warm when he poured it into the drug test cup(which has a temperature thing on it). luckily, my dad had gone to pick up our dog when he came over and it was just my mom, and she stayed upstairs. so as soon as he got there i give him the cup. and he goes and pours it in. so simply. so easily. hell, i couldve gone in there and peed in it myself. my mom didnt even see crawford. and i was SO worked up and worried about my pernets being like, 'dont go in the bathroom before crawford's drug test!'. or my dad trying to watch him pee. or something. i was SO paranoid about it and i could not stop worrying. i was like 'what if this, and what if that happnes'. but it was SO easy! oh my GOD! i wish i had thought of using my piss before. all that worrying for nothing.
so after the drug test we go to three forks for our YEAR anniversary. he wasnt hungry but ordered a lobster tail. and he couldnt eat it. and i got shrimp. and crawford didnt get me anything for our anniversary, which disappointed me but thats okay he didnt have to. i'm gald he liked what i got him. and then we went to his house. and fucked. we were horny as hell cause we hadnt fucked in over a month. it was goood anniversary sex. hahaha it was so funny, we got this spermicide foam(to use as back up with the pill) and we were trying to figure out how it worked, and it splattered all over us. foam everywhere! it was one of those moments where you just cant do anything but laugh at the situation. then we thought we were gonna go to a party but ended up waiting on these guys in a parking lot. which was kinda lame, but oh well.

and yeah. today's easter. i'm going to my see my family pretty soon.

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